Thai gay, I am.

So it has been almost 10 months of being single while I am writing this entry. I have been fighting it to the max in order to achieve my personal goals in career. It has been SO WELL . However, it means I have to sacrifice my time for it instead of spending it on many other things. Here is the story of my 2017 of mood swing (LOL) Well, before I start this entry, I would like to make it clear that it is very subjective and I would like to see it as my personal expression through my blog. Let say, it has been 10 months and my life has taken its big big turn. I have tried so hard to filter myself on social media given the circumstances that it went way too far sometimes, I have been trying to achieve at least one personal goal per month, I have been learning Dutch for almost 2 months now (Ja, ik spreekt beetje Nederlands nu) , I have been spending most of the time trying to be in a better shape - physically and mentally.  It has been 10 months of life journey, been to Europe (fina

Hi y'all! My last post was all about random thing I did, saw and experienced at Chiang Mai and I have been thinking so hard what to do in order to have you guys back to read my tiny little blog again LOL Well, It has been such interesting time with me lately. I have been busy planning on my first ever Europe trip. It involves a lot of paper works and blah blah. The good thing is, I get to forget about my ex for a while. Not that I can't get over him or anything but come on! it was 2 and a half years and I would be heartless to never have my own sad days at all. Thanks god, I have friends. People gave me a lot of advises about how I should deal with my breakup or I would call it feeling missed out. Some said that I should just take a moment of my life, go somewhere and spend time with myself (Well, if my boss allowed me to take another holidays, I wouldn't hesitate LOL), some even said that I should just let myself go with how I feel and never force myself to not be s

I don't own this picture and I can't find the owner either. Amazing picture tho. I believe many of you have heard about Chiang Mai. It is one of the most beautiful cities in Thailand. In addition, it is also a creative city yet not so much when it comes to gay scenes (LOL). So, I decided to take a short break with my work to come to this city where a lot of my friends and my ex call home. (Let me make myself clear, I have no intention to come here to meet him or anything. In fact, he didn't even know I am here) I started my first night at a so-called best gay bar in Chiang Mai with drag show named Ram Bar (No photos taken, sorry guys). The bar was nice but the drinks were a bit too high according to my standard. However, it is not about the place or the drinks, it is about who you are hanging out with. After Ram Bar, we decided to go to this hidden gem called Boy Bar. Boy bar is owned by a guy named Boy who has fierce sense of fashion, very interesting attitude an

I know I know it has been 2 years since I last wrote this blog and it might take sometimes until I gain you guys back. Well, I had no excuse but you know it was the university, graduation, work and love life that happened in the past 2 years and I barely have time to come up with goods stories to share with you guys. I might have had a few but then they were faded away like how fast they popped up in my mind. The thing is, my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. Which means I am single. However, I do not want to use this as an excuse to continue my blog but it is such an interesting thing to start my 2017 with ... and I need to share this with you all. My previous entries that I wrote were completely from all stories my friends shared with me. Now, it is purely my story... the true story that even my own blog couldn't help me. I and my ex-boyfriend met because we were introduced by our friend which was such a  good sign when it comes to gay relationship. He is 6 feet tall, bearde